12 years ago before we moved to florida I went and had a chest exray and the doctor told me I had COPD and I didnt really understand what it was so I let it go and never thought about it again and I didnt quit smoking. Now Im startinng to notice that I have not been breathing well and went to a lung doctor, he said that if I didnt quit smoking I would be gone in 3-5 years.
Its been 3 days without a Cigarette and I would sell my soul for one more taste of a cigarette. THIS IS SO HARD AND I DONT WANT TO DIE. 3-5 years will go by so fast and Im scared.
We are going to be ordering a small oxygen tank so I will be able to breath better. I love smoking and this is so hard.
We got even more bad news and that is rogers heart isnt doing really good. He hasnt been able to do any work outside because he gets tired so easy and spends alot of time in bed.
We are still looking for a tiny home and this time we will be looking in Gainesville Florida. I have been praying so hard that we find a tiny ome soon.
Its hard not having NO FAMILY to help or call or even depend on in these trying times.
Please pray for us as we move forward.
God Bless
Maureen